Day 1: failed

This afternoon ate lunch at home then went to Tampinese mall, went to get a drink at the food court then went window shopping and buy other things. Passed by somewhere and saw a few people giving away balloons --> maid and sis ask me if i want (of course i dun want right? -.-) then i told them that only my sis would take it. Then my sis started pulling my hair like crazy. I pretended not to cry but my tears will forever stay like a broken heart. i promised not to shed tears and yes, today i've finally made it. Now, I'm in the study room blogging... I wanted to sleep in my maid's room with air con but my dad say i cant andonce again, i shed tears, but deep down my heart its like my heart had just been deeply stabbed. Perharps I'm not suitable to be in this family. I got nothing to say but just cry in my heart