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- Shirlyn
- My friends mean the most to me, once they're gone, my whole life will maybe change...
Tuesday, December 28, 2010
current problems
I've a problem here. I'm with a friend but she's not loyal to me at all. I've been with her for 2 yrs already. I have a feeling that she's making use of me. First she'll say that she wants to come to my house to print her homework, I've always given in to her. So, as time passes, she began coming my house more often mostly is to use the printer. Is my "giving in to her" harming her and myself? Well, sometimes after she has done her homework and print her homework, she'll ask me to let her play facebook, as usual, i also give in to her then after playing, she'll go to the kitchen with me to take food to eat and sometimes, even bring home the food. As time passes, i began thinking "am i being used by her? She's not loyal to me, so i think, she really is using me." Well, as soon as i began thinking about that, i began to start considering the thought of servering all ties with her as soon as possible in case she uses me more often. Since, its the end of the year, of course, the school will issue the class we're going to next year. I was looking forward to that day and I knew i was going to a different class and I did go to a different class from her. Now, she wants to come my house to print her things again but i told her say that i'm not free then she ask so many question that urge me to let her come my house. Now, I'm thinking excuses to not let her come my house so that i can server all ties with her. But what excuse can I give, she's not so easily fooled. I know its not easy to server all ties with a 2yrs friend. but I'll try to think of some ways then... I'll consult some people whom i know to give me ideas.
Friday, December 24, 2010
Is it a revenge or feeling thing?
So, right. I'll just talk about the topic. First thing first, my sister always bully me as she doesn't know what the feeling is to get bullied. Just now (not long ago) I was having dinner. My sis was in the living room watching tv and eating her dinner. My cousin (who always protect me from my sister) came back. I was so relieved that I didn't really have to worry so much that i would get hit. So, he came back and saw my sister. I think he doesn't like her to watch tv and eat at the same time, so, he told my sister to eat at the kitchen. From previous experience, she "ok! I'll go" face. then she came to the kitchen. my sis was mumbling something bad bout him so my cousin overheard and he came to the kitchen and like ask her what did she say. she, of course scared la, so didn't say anything. She complained to my father. then i wonder hmm, daddy's baby. Then, my cousin came in to take water and he pat my sis head say, eat ah eat somemore. Of course, there's nothing wrong with that. Out of anger, my sis ran into the toilet and bang the door "BANG" Then she cry lor... I was wondering what's wrong with her? she keeps bullying me but she doesn't like people to bully her. Sigh... She don't know how does it feel to be bullied. so is this a revenge for me or a lesson to her? I guess its a revenge to me and maybe nothing to her. Let me just tell u, the next day, you'll see her up and about bullying everybody. and she'll take it like nothing has happen.
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