Words from my heart

I only do bad things to my sister, Sandra once, and Sandra do bad things to me hundreds of times I wonder what bad things is going to happen to me next... How am I going to face challenges? 1 year has past... I dunno the next year, 2010, I'm going to face challenges... its another 1 year challenges... Life is always unfair nothing is fair in this world... I wish my life has ended but my life will never end till I pass away... How how how... I wish I may to have a happy life that will fulfil my dream. Sandra is the only sister who bullies the sister always and every time... i dunno how am i going to face 2010s challange i wish i could face it but i think i might not be able to take up any challenge at the same time thinking why Sandra is like that... but i got no choice I will always say, "Shirlyn, now nobody is able to help me I can help myself yes Shirlyn you can do it!" This are the only words to help me build up my confidence. but I think it will not help much now nobody can support me not even my parents my dad, always supporting Sandra he also like Sandra keep irritating me... And my mum, she can help but its still not enough... its only 20% of my confidence not even half of the percentage... If anybody of you read this message if you want to support me pls comment... it won't charge you money its just supporting me...
Written on year:2009