you once said

you once said
"I chose to go with you because I know I don't fit in with them"
"You're loyal"
"You're intelligent"
"I would be with you even when things go wrong"
"From the time I met those popular people, I know me and them don't have the clique"
"I'll be loyal to you and never betray you."
"It doesn't matter what they think of me, I'll follow you no matter what. I'll still choose you."

I once said
"I'm a person whose loyal to my friends"
"Whether you betray me or not, I won't hold a grudge"
"If you choose to be with them at the end of the day, I won't blame you, I can only blame myself for not being good enough for you"

You've said those words, and I've said mine. Why did you choose to be with them at the end of the day??
I'm afraid... They treated you that way and you choose to be with them just because they have popularity... You're the popular person... On your birthday, they celebrated with you... While me, I'm just the scapegoat... It's true that I don't like making friends... But, why? Why do you always go with them? Am I just a person who you can get kicked around like that?

I once asked "Why? Why you chose to be with me?" and you firmly said it that you just wanna be with me because I'm loyal... How much of those words do you mean it? Have you forgotten what you promised me and how did both of us became friends???

Both of us has sacrificed many of our own things... I've sacrificed my true self, and you've sacrificed your own popular friends. I smiled in front of all of you... That's not how I do things, that's not me, it's not who I am, but for you, I've put that mask on, 1 mask after another, do you know how painful it is???
Not knowing my true identity and feelings, it's not easy...
Whether you want to continue our friendship, I hope you will think properly...